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I AM TOTALLY BLANK TODAY AS I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT HAS HAPPENED IN THE AREA OF POLITICAL DEVELOPMENT TODAY IN THE COUNTRY.
My day started with a cup of tea, and with good morning kiss of my wife. My son gave me good morning hug with his usual smiling face. I then, went to college to meet my thesis supervisor seeking his input on the paper submitted. It has been long gap I have met college friends but today I did. Arun and Shusila have come to college for the same purpose. I realized that completing thesis is not easy job as I expected to be. It's time taking job. It's been whole year I completed my master in mass communication and journalism from Purbanchal University, however I am struggling hard to complete thesis. Anyway, I can get it done within one month from now. Say, I will be there standing in front of veteran professor facing their question on my topic and might be on finding I discovered through doing thesis, which is on last day.
Anyway, recalling what I have done today is fairly good work, and it is somehow exercise of mind that I think. Before noon, I was in a meeting with JSSR partner organization. It went on well. Then come back to office. It was not in my schedule that I should go to lunch with Gemma, but I realized that I need to go since the person who wanted to join Gemma in lunch went out for another deadline. Actually, it was good time I spent in meeting Gemma and had few discussion about professional and personal work. Later, few more people from office came to join us. Momo was not bad, and pasta as well. Gemma requested me her to ride to Summit as she wanted to take her stuff before meeting is started. Staff meeting was there but no specific issues was being discussed besides administrative procedures. It went on long since a lot of questions have been raised. I was not feeling easy at work today but why, I don't know. It might be there was no reason, but might be it was reasoned. Call to Toya, met him and then we met Pawan Roy, chair of Youth Action Nepal.
Informal discussion with two plates of momo, a glass of fresh-lemon –soda, and coffee, yes hot and sour soup, political talk, everything was going on wonderfully. As Pawan ji is going to visit US coming Friday we discussed about trip, his activities. I returned home with a plate of momo but found son was already slept, which made me unhappy as I want to spend my few time with him during the morning and evening. Time is going on, I am still feeling not happy but why I don't know.

It's been complete nine (9) years king Birendra passed away. I am remembering the day curfew was imposed in valley –angry policeman was running behind a boy, chasing him on the street Maitidevi. Scared boy entered in to the home where I was leaving in rent. Frightened by found no other way than entering in to toilet thinking there is no other safe mean to save him from police stick and boot. Angry police personnel saw him going toward the same home but could not spot where they boy is hiding. Police knocked on the every door, all door got opened but police didn't see one door opening, and which led him to think that boy is hiding himself within that room. Police continued knock on till he decided to get that door broken. But found nothing that kitchen stuff and my personal clothes in the room inside the room. Luckily police didn't see the toilet where the boy was scarily hiding himself. One eyewitness told me the detail account of information behind the door of my room was broken when I returned to home next day. Everything has happened when I was not in room. That night I was gone to Radio Sagarmatha with friend Deepedra Khaniya, and it went on difficult for me to get back room since curfew was imposed in the street, no one could walk in the street. Curfew was imposed just because people were come to the street, they were in a mood that nobody seemed like they were ready to accept the causes presented behind the killing of then king Birendra and his family. Yes, it was a royal massacre but nothing was come to public that why it was being happened. People were listening radio but FMs were just playing nothing than sad music. No news in newspaper, everything was coming person to person but more rumor than facts. Despite king interest of being active participant in politics king Birendra was popular among citizen that we loved his cheerful face, politeness, and he had also accepted the mandate of people movement and took decision to keep him in low profile in political activities. Now, it's been 9 years he passed away. Many things have happened within this period of time, monarchy is no longer in existence, king's family is living their life as general citizen live but still we have a lot of love to our past king, Birendra.

2nd republican day is observed yesterday.

Should I write, shouldn't write. No you should write. I should tell people what I think about me. My love, my society. My country. Country?? Uff… I can't write about country. No! I can write about country but that is not about politics. Yes, its true that as an active citizen of this country I can understand what politics is meant for me! Politics for me is not other than honesty, respect other's view, allow people to feedback is politics, and at the same time it is all about accountability to whom I work with. Politics is love I usually do with my wife and beloved son, I respect both of them, I try my best to accomplish the need of the them for which they are relying on me, and same way I want respect from them, love from them, and this is all about politics because I want them to behave in a way I want and vice versa. In other words, practical definition of politics, in terms of country's current situation politics is distrust, disrespect, hate speech, and it is a way one uses to make him/her superior than other by saying a lot but doing nothing. So politics is the speeches of leaders made every minutes, it is ideological differences, agendas, interests and demands no maters what people expects their political leaders to perform. Politics in terms of my country is pressure creation by demanding such demands which has neither direct connection with political mandate e nor they should be accomplished. So politics is just nothing than division, just a division, and putting ones agendas forward seeking benefit. By my problem is if I write such type of useless sentences it is just misuses of spaces available here. Nobody is ready to give attention towards such a nonsense activities as being writer these days is considered nonsense activities. So that I have said I should not write though I have to do so.
3 major political parties leaders came un to an agreement because CA tenure's extension was a current need. They didn't have other option than accepting the facts that extension of CA schedule may lead people to think towards positive future. At least they can hope that there will be new constitution no maters when it is.

May 28, 2010 Friday will be remembered as an another black Friday in Nepal's history forever. Today was scheduled to endorse new constitution of federal democratic Nepal but it was not done. Reasons are ;

Political parties in-difference towards this issue
Instability
Maoist activities
International pressures
Civil society in-difference on issue

and more.....